Tomorrow

Tomorrow is the day that I schedule my induction date. Nervous doesn't even begin to explain how I'm now feeling. Now don't get me wrong, I am extremely and undoubtedly very excited, but I can't help but feeling like it's all coming so fast... Which is completely crazy of me, since I have had a full 9 months to marinate on things. 

I guess it's just finally starting to sink in. Olive will be out most likely before the end of this week. My life is going to change, drastically, but hasn't it already? I don't know why I'm so nervous for the change, I've been preparing for this all along. I thought I was 100% emotionally ready for this to happen, but I guess no soon-to-be new mom ever really is. It's a hard transition to get used to, but I know it'll be more than worth it. 

I love Olive, with every ounce of my being. These past 9 months have been the hardest, yet most incredible, 9 months of my entire life. I've changed so much in such a short time, Vaughn as well. I think I'm the most proud of him though, to be honest. He's grown so much these past months and it's incredible seeing just how far he's come. He's going to be an incredible dad and I'm so thankful to have him by my side. He's been there for me, through hell and back, and our love grows stronger every day. I can't believe that him and I have our own little family. Him and I talk about it a lot, but it's incredible to think that within DAYS that time will actually be here. Finally. This pregnancy has definitely strengthened our relationship, our bond as a couple. As that song goes, "And I thought I loved you then". 

Okay, enough of my rambling. I just needed to spill a bunch of thoughts in hopes to try and get some sleep tonight. My mind has been racing nonstop since I realized that tomorrow is the day. Well, sort of. Who knows, I might be scheduled for induction the day after tomorrow! That'd be fantastic. I'm hoping and praying that things go smoothly. 

Well, this may be the last post I have before little Olive is here! I'll do my best to update when I can! 

xo, Jess